Writing, Prayers, & Poetry
By the all loving power of my I AM PRESENCE
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I fully reclaim & consecrate every drop of my sexual energy to be in total alignment with my deepest sovereign empowerment, greatest healing liberation & highest spiritual awakening
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I sanctify & purify my sexual energy back into its original & organic innocent divine state
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I align my sexual creative fire to the divine will of source in celebration of our co-creation
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I command my sexual life force energy to be used only for the highest & best benefit to all beings
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I claim by birthright to forgive, dissolve & disintegrate any & all black magic, viral, religious & social programming, slavery, rape, scarcity, lack, violations, harassment, molestation, manipulation, entitlement, shame, repression, co-dependency & sexual trauma from all the cells of my body, layers of my being, realms of my consciousness, dimensions of my soul, & across & throughout all my life times, to return to the invincible light of the unconditional love that I AM, NOW!
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I engage only in healthy, healing, safe, empowered & aligned sexual intimacy that honors & respects myself & all others
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I circulate & regenerate my sexual healing power to be of the most potent & precise
Service to ALL OF LIFE
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My unlimited sexual life force overflows through me
uninhibited & fully liberated
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I am pure ecstatic, electro-magnetic, orgasmic, joyful, bliss
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I surrender into the purity within me
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I am whole, holy & free
& complete unto me
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All I see
Is our divinity
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& so it is & so it be
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~ Compasha Mama
Sexual Empowerment Declaration
Reconciliation
with the
Masculine
Dear Men,
Kings, Fathers, Brothers,
Partners & Lovers…
I want to empower my relationship with you.
I want to restore trust, integrity & camaraderie between us by taking responsibility for the role I’ve played in our disconnect.
I want to apologize for the ways I projected my own unprocessed pain & trauma onto you…
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I’m sorry for the ways I didn’t know how to receive your healthy masculine support
& instead
projected my own self rejection onto you, running from your genuine care
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I’m sorry for the ways I didn’t take responsibility for my needs & communicate them to you
& instead
expected you to *just know* what I wanted, then… held resentment towards you when you didn’t get it perfectly right
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I’m sorry for the ways I didn’t trust myself
& instead
Made you wrong for being “untrustworthy”
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I’m sorry for the ways I didn’t take responsibility for my own healing
& instead
Projected my fantasies onto you, hoping you would *save me* from my suffering
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I’m sorry for the ways I wasn’t honest with you & withheld my authentic feelings from you
& instead
gave you incongruent messages that I was “FINE”, when I wasn’t
“happy”… when I was hurt,
Or “great!” … when I was actually upset.
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I’m sorry I didn’t give you a chance to receive me in my vulnerable truth
& instead
Blamed you for not *making me feel safe*
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I’m sorry for the ways I didn’t accept & respect your authentic process
& instead
Projected onto you where *I wanted* you to be, trying to control, manipulate & change you
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I’m sorry that I didn’t give you the opportunity to explore healing repair with me
& instead
Undermined your capacity to learn, grow & evolve with me
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I’m sorry for underestimating the radical pressure that your under to *JUST GET IT RIGHT*,
the aggressive programming & relentless conditioning you grew up with,
the lack of embodied role models & healthy mentorship,
the ridicule & persecution of your healing tears,
& the intense reality of cancel culture breathing down your neck
& instead
I judged you for your lack of knowledge & capacity to *JUST DO BETTER*
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I’m sorry I didn’t believe in your ability to take accountability for your actions
& instead
I belittled your competence
Trying to “protect you” from your feelings & from the reality of your impact,
While blocking you from the opportunity for an empowering emotional integration process.
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I’m sorry I ever made you *wrong* for your authentic healing journey.
I don’t want to be your trauma bond buddy anymore,
I want to be your EVOLUTION ALLY
From now on,
I intend to respect you…
exactly AS you are,
exactly WHERE you are.
I will do my best to consciously communicate with you
from an honest, clean, compassionate place.
And I will always, always, always
respect your Sovereignty.
Because you do,
& always will,
deserve nothing less.
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~Compasha Mama
